Friday, September 28, 2018

Concerts

2.3.2018       Avenged Sevenfold with Bullet For My Valentine  in Evansville, IN Ford Center
3.3.2018      Slaves
3.13.2018    Motionless in White with Ice Nine Kills, Like Moths to Flames in Columbia, MO Blue Note
5.4.2018     u2 at Scottrade Center 
5.12.2018   Pointfest 2018 at Riverport - Alice in Chains, Shinedown, STP, Candlebox
5.25.2018   Ghost    at Peabody Opera House
7.3.2018     Warped Tour - Riverport Ampitheater Motionless in White, Ice Nine Kills, Chelsea Grin
7.7.2018     Evanescence with Lindsey Stirling at Riverport Ampitheater
7.14.2018   Rob Zombie & Marilyn Manson at Riverport Ampitheater
8.5.2018      Slaves at Fubar
9.6.2018     Ed Sheeran at Busch Stadium
9.16.2018   Beck at Fox Theater
9.18.2018   Bullet For My Valentine at the Pageant
9.22.2018   Stone Sour at the Pageant
9.25.2018   Ded, The Word Alive, Bless the Fall at Delmar Hall

Monday, September 17, 2018

Hopeless

SO - winnings, I won tickets to Beck on Friday for yesterdays performance. He was outstanding and I'm thankful for the distraction. Also Saturday we went to the Blues training camp so I was happy but ...

Friday they found an aneurysm developing in my brain and I'm just worn to the end. I can't process why this is happening to me. My car is on it's last leg as well and all of my efforts are just trying to stay alive so I'm just at the end of my rope. I wish I could pull together some hope but the barrel is just so empty. I don't want to give up but I just don't know how much fight I've got left.